down states and perception

[Etherspin]

I am pretty sure everyone on here has been mega depressed by lifes proceedings at least once , i am kinda on a yoyo at the moment cause my relationship is SSSSSSSOOOOOOOO close to ending it aint funny and that would also mean i would go back 2 australia and see my family ...
life in england isnt exactly uplifting me , my gf basically says she is having a bad day cause she cant cope with me being so upset/depressed .. and this stuff makes me realise how much i miss my family i havent seen in 2 years BUT .. HOW heightened do ur emotions and empathy for other people soar when u are this down!! ive never experienced this before!!! i couldnt watch certain movies my gf had on cause they were ripping me 2 shreds with the nastiness and horror of what some of the films characters were doing... my love for everyone around me is surging through me and i cant control it ..

:donno:

[Cozmo D]

Yep, that sounds about right. :wink:

Would you like to share why you feel your relationship is ending? I don't think that you have conveyed that your girl feels the same way. :)

[Chief]

chat..coz....now

[Cozmo D]

I have to change computers, gonna take a minnit.

[Etherspin]

Im looking for links on my computer, hoping to find some fulfillment through a stupid computer??? id love 2 speak 2 my family but for them its the early hours of the morning, and im reloading this forum every 2 minutes in the hope that you guys will say something meaningful and warming to the heart, you guys are great :umm:

[justafan]

Cheer up ether, just use this energy you have to build up the courage to go back home, where your family is. I know I would have a very hard time away from my family....

Cheer up man :thumup:

[Etherspin]

thankyou justafan, ill try my best to do exactly what you suggested

[fd]

I'm mega depressed now actually

[Etherspin]

come on fd, lets f**k off to Aussieland ........

whats up man ?

spill

[fd]

ask chief