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stories and comments wanted - hopefully the poll turns out correctly and everybody votes
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I don't know, probably
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stories and comments wanted - hopefully the poll turns out correctly and everybody votes
fullamyself, sickamyself, truetamyself
I will always be myself - through the good times and the bad.
i'd tell my story, but i'm sick of it and when i tell it makes me want to go blow things up with those fireworks.
"that's pretty deep stuff. that's not, 'yo yo yippy yo yo bling bling, smack a bitch.'"
"when i eat chicken nuggets....they don't look like they're in pain...but i believe that they were.."
ahahahahahahaaha I'm not touching this one :rofl:
I have...and am right now!!
Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry...
Damn, I am the only person that has said no. I guess I am a youngster, but my pessimism and antisocialism lead me to believe that in 5 to 10 years nothing will have changed. Although -ism's constrict and conform, which is not always the best thing when your looking for something special or unusual. Maybe I should change my outlook - or get a russian mail order bride....
:donno:
fullamyself, sickamyself, truetamyself
I will always be myself - through the good times and the bad.
STAY SINGLE
I have so many girls on my hit list it's not even funny...DAMN I just noticed that I'm talking to one of them now...she drives me wild and I may be forced to go into hiding...no wait I'll go amish with no phone or PC yeah then she can't do what girls do and talk to me err yeah something like that...
YOU PEOPLE CAN'T IMAGINE HOW BAD I WANT TO PULL MY HAIR OUT RIGHT NOW
I just want to walk outside and scream but I know its pointless because I'll come back inside and she'll send another IM, we stop talking and a month or so later up pops the IM and it drives me nuts....damn and she's so hot too...on a scale of 1-10 I'd give her an 11.5 plus 1
I go to see her in her dorm and it was late so she's like "if you want to spend the night this bed is kinda small with two people so there's your warning" why did I leave and it take 6 hours for me to figure out what the hint was?
I want to scream/cry/die/etc :reallymad:
I'll shutup now...stay away from girls...trust me
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so tormented
Hax, c'mon, you must capitalize under promising circumstances. But a little a$$ has nothing to do with love. Well at least for guys, but let's not get started on that front. Is it safe to assume that you subscribe to the 'can't live with them, can't live without them' side? It's cliche but I've found myself feeling like that before, I am not that way now but sooner or later I will find myself there again.
I feel like its time to bash women, not sure why, just feeling that way now. I've heard on the forum before about nice guys getting the shaft - so to speak. It sucks. Women don't want a nice guy, they just say they do. I am generalizing way too much here, but bear with me. Nice to them is uninteresting, it just doesn't get them going. I am not always nice, believe you me, but when I am its because of respect and courtesy towards someone. And with that being a negative, or at least not the best course of action to find a girl, really sucks. Like Ginuwine said - just looking for one, all I need is one! Where in the hell is she? And why do I feel like if I found here it wouldn't work? So, I have come to my current conclusion, I am patiently and agitatedly sitting on the sideline. Its boring, my heart doesn't ever skip a beat let alone murmur out of step for even a second. I am dying of....
End stupid over the top rant. But seriously, the game of love sucks for shy guys that never talk to people. Althought that should be obvious, it still sucks.
fullamyself, sickamyself, truetamyself
I will always be myself - through the good times and the bad.
keep ur goddamn eyes open..
Hax, c'mon, you must capitalize under promising circumstances
you have no clue...and the people on this forum who know about it will probably back me up without question...you see what sets me aside from your point of view is that I've earned the right the right to run around fukked in the head about girls...maybe I made the right choice by not staying that night, maybe I didn't...the only thing I'm really sure of is a girl I know that's really glad I made the choice I did and that's just ONE of the chances I've had, but does it still count if she already made the wrong choice? She even still tells me she loves me every time I talk to her, the ironic part is now it shouldn't even be love...it shouldn't be anything anymore but it's more love now than it ever was. Most people start a relationship and reach the "I love you" point without really knowing what it is then love appears to become an everyday thing and it loses it's value...people become bored and boom it's over. When you go to hell and back with someone, through thick and thin, through it all and you can still say that you honestly need and love that person then you've experienced it…or you’re just insane. I go through my days working most of the time not really looking for “trouble” and girls pop up here and there, I don't care if they are super easy or the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. When the girl you love that spends most of the time in the corner of your mind can out shine the girls that are in your face all the time then it's got to be something more than a cheap "I love you" remark.
What would you do?
Would you say fukk love and jump on one of these girls that are always in your face?
or
Would you wait on the girl of your dreams whom you are very much in love with, but can't be with right now? And when I say wait I mean years.
Now lets add a twist would you still wait and be in love if this girl of your dreams was capable of your worst nightmare...and already proved to you that she can be?
Wanna know what love is? it's two people who've been through everything and no matter what there has always been an unbreakable bond between them, try to break it and somehow you only end up making it stronger...somehow it survives everything you put it through.
I can go into pages and pages of detail to better explain it but when it all comes down to it, it won't mean jack till you experience it for yourself. And I'm not about to plaster my last most treasured thing on a forum for people to pick over...I have it, I'm happy about it, and the people who know about it, know it...I'll never open those details (both good and bad) up for public discussion ever again.
'Wanna know what love is? it's two people who've been through everything and no matter what there has always been an unbreakable bond between them, try to break it and somehow you only end up making it stronger...somehow it survives everything you put it through.
Very well put...but more often than not, it ends up that only one of two feels that way...
I'm not signing this without my lawyer.
Your in a tough position Hax, but if it were love like you said I think that I would wait. The fact that the first pretty thing that comes by doesn't interest you over what you want probably makes them want you more. The irony is crazy. But, the person that is able to give your life the most pleasure (love, etc) is also the person that usually can make you feel the worst (has the capability to make you go crazy). That is why love is a dicey situation, the stakes are raised to crazy heights. That is also why I shy away from love, thinking that I am just stupid enough to break some girls heart - which I don't ever want to do. And finding compatibility and equivolent feeling on both sides is hard also, so it sucks overall.
I didn't mean anything negative towards you in my remark, I am not sure if you thought that or not. I just thought that you misintepreted when the girl said that you could stay the night and then you later realized what she was really saying. Whether that affected you decision or not was what I was commenting on. But sorry if I was mistaken or out of line...
fullamyself, sickamyself, truetamyself
I will always be myself - through the good times and the bad.
after my experiences last night...i have a new line....
"Women....can't live with em, can't shoot em'"
I'm not signing this without my lawyer.
I do agree with a Lot of what Hax was saying. I mean I'm still there with having the off & on thing. I think we all have people like that. God knows its frusterating.
As for the nice guy thing...somewhat true, i will admit, but not totally. Its a difference between being a nice guy & being a pushover. I personally have been with the pushover guys & Its hard not to walk on them. Yes you need some nice & kind, but they need to have the guts to stand up & be themselves, and not always smile & nod. Females like to know they are with someone who can stand their ground with them but also give & take as you should in relationship.
Life isn't measured by breaths you take, but the moments in life that take your breath away....
P.S..If You are a fake..don't tell me..I don't wanna know..
We Always Are..Because We Never Were...
Save your breath..I'm can't say I'm sorry enough..for me
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"que sera, sera..."
"you do it to yourself, you do.... you do it to yourself..."
ahem. hola senors.
if something runs deep, from experiences and maybe something beyond.... waiting for years for the *right* one is nothing. But, if you are only latching on and holding on because all of those experiences really *mean something* and it gives you a sense of your self and identity, maybe it's time to let go and just do whatever you do. Not that getting together with random girls is necessarily a solution, but at least you would have eliminated one aspect of your inner conflict.
peace, brother.
Elizabeth
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